well things are good i like what ive been wearing and i just wish my hair would grow back faster and this must mean im a loser considering im on tumblr at school i finally watched nick and norah’s infinite playlist i really liked it even though it was like the same as juno i feel with the whole shy unsure boy and the crazy girl thats all cool and heartbrokenness and all that good stuff
as i write this i can say im so happy with lifeand all my problems are so small that they cant even bother me at all also the fact that i loved my summer whether it be my crazy amounts of biking or playing x box live all day and night well i was good to the summer and in turn it was so amamzing to me also the fact that i found something i truly want and that im not negative about it makes me feel so fucking good what im really going to miss will me staying up late or pulling my all nighters that i love and enjoy so much its really weird this whole positive up lifting feeling just came out of no where maybe it was steph or chirstina that help me to uncover it i truly love this feeling that things will be bad if i let and as senior year looms over me sadness excitment to many mixed emotions fill my head and well i dont know how to react shit man its all coming so fast dude like i said im so FUCKING happy if i can change one thing bout the summer it would be like to tell myself like hoy padre cherish what your doing in the moment like enjoy all the times i played video games with all my friends on x box live
im not sure why i felt like this summer was so important above all others maybe its cause im some amazing sentimental boy
but i miss mainly staying up late and carefree thoughts…….
well I’m watching rebel without a cause and it just makes me think that fuck me man James Dean is so damn cool also i finally had carl’s jr today that was good but i have yet to ride a bike in 3 weeks its terrible its like a part of me is gone wow im stupid for saying that the people in rebel with a cause dress really amazing i have no clue what the real plot to this movie is and that may add to the intrest i feel for it I am happy and content for once I like it
My plans dor today were and are tottally unexpected yet i love it school is almost here i think i might try for once like go out with one big glorious reportcard that would be so sweet and it would make me feel so happy if i looked and all like damn no C’s so thats my goal for my last year also its not to look like a stupid fuck cause im way better then getting shitty grades like KOBE good