The next girl I can call mine will be so lucky to have given me chance. Like fuck if she thinks guys are all the same and assholes, isn’t she in for a surprise. I know now that I have to respect her love her, treat her right and above all love her. I am wondering how I do not have feelings for any girl but the next girl I try for will realize one of two things wow I am dating alpons or wow I lost out on alpons wow. I just need to keep my head up and understand that the right girl for me will come and when it does it will be worth the long wait and I will be happy. I am waiting for the time when a girl wants a mature realtionship and not some chilidish shit so I will be out her just find me I am the cool asian kid.
All bullshit is what it is I need to give up and remeber I shouldn’t be surprised anymore.